Things Are Getting Harder ❁

Sometimes I just want to give up and throw in the towel, but I can't. I feel that my family is looking up to me and hoping that I do well in life. I want to do well so bad. If I fail I feel like I will let my family down. And I don't want to do that. I want to make my family proud of me and I want to be proud of myself. But I'm so scared of FAILING and becoming a DISAPPOINTMENT. They tell me that whatever I decide to do with my life whether I become a dental - hygienist, a interior designer, a dog pooper scooper, or a fish tank cleaner. Ugh, I don't know what to do ... I'm at such a crossroad.